Tuesday, July 28, 2009

Overcoming Your Biggest Obstacle

Overcoming your biggest obstacle can be the hardest thing you have ever had to do. No matter how hard you try and attempt to get over it, you find yourself going back to square one...

My biggest obstacle would have to be letting go. It takes a long time for me to let go of anything. Currently I am battling the fact that I have not found the "perfect" guy for me. Yes, I know perfect does not exist but I just want to find someone I can turn to, talk to.... call my own... That want of finding the "perfect one" is what I need to let go of but I can't because I feel like there is one that exist.I am surrounded by people who have someone that they can turn to...but me...I feel as if I have no one...I feel empty...everyone that I thought I had has failed me, disappointed me, and led me to believe that there is no hope for finding someone out here.

Throughout all of this negativity that I feel I try to think about the good things I still have in my life. I think about the things that I have been blessed to have that others may not have. Granted...yes...it does help but the fact still remains that the thing I want most I cant posses..there is still emptiness.

I feel like I am going to take this obstacle on full force and try to beat it. I am going to try to beat the fact that I absolutely NEED someone...when the truth is all I need is the LORD JESUS CHRIST. I have this gut feeling that I can do this and I will do this! Yes, I will be hard but with a lot of prayer and discipline I shall get through this!

Taking the first step to overcome your obstacle is the biggest one. It takes courage and determination. And whenever you are feeling empty or like you have come to the end and there is nothing left...take the time to reflect and understand that you are still here for a reason and there has been good in your life even if you don't see it. Remember you are blessed for what you have and how far you've gotten.
Live Your Life to the Fullest
LIVELAUGHLOVE=LIFE